Confessions of a Poor College Student

So it's officially 11 days until I depart for the eternal city and I still can't believe that this is happening. I am hardcore panicking over financial aid things and other money issues. I think it is all part of me not having a job for the month and a half of summer that I got. I just feel so useless. I need to earn something to contribute to this colossally expensive trip. I worry that I am just asking and asking for money that neither my parents nor I have. All I'm really doing right now is worrying my pants off and since I can't really believe that any of this is really happening to me I'm stuck just freaking out. Hopefully I get this all settled in the next few days and  I'll be able to focus on how amazing this is going to be. I really don't want to spend my trip worrying about every little detail.